0 cookie(s) ● Wednesday, January 4, 2012 ● 1:44 AM
Morning! well i have no idea neither to say it morning nor night, cause i'm writing this in Medan at 00.45 am.. Andd, this is my 2nd time coming to medan this year :3 i stayed here for almost 3 weeks haha :DWellwellwell, I didn't type along this blog from about 3 months ago, cause i just hated this blog for awhile.. just for a while, because of my stupidity of envying people's design of blog, and my stupidity of stressing myself to have those cute thingy blog gadgets, which is now i realized that i don't really need, after i walk in my cousins' blogs.
Well. I just browsed around and read my cousins' blog, especially ka oline's and ka iyut's. i had nothing to do but sleep, but i realized i just wasted more than half part of this day sleeping and i decided not to sleep *again* and use this lappy of my mum's, and surf the net around. i didn't know what to open on my browser, til i remembered the url of ka oline's tumblr and i thought it'd be interesting to dig a lil deeper about my cousins' lives, and i found it is.
As I read her tumblr, I saw that the design of the blog is sweetly simple and represents her personality. And well, I found a lil bit more things about her life, and I found it interesting :3 life of hers is.. totally, I mean TOTALLY different, from mine. Not like better or worse, but.. seems like the way, the stuffs that fills our lives are different one another :3 unique in our own ways.
And the next, ka iyut's. her blog is so simple if i could say. I mean the design. but if you open her posts one by one, you'd found almost every pieces of her life, well I think she pours all of her things on her blog :D
And one post suddenly took my attention. It was written on December 25th 2011. She titled it "Laugh out loud moments with your family really are treasures".
The thing on that post that took my eyeballs to browse around it is.. the picture. She put a picture of my Sirait cousins as the companion of the writing, and as i read it, i found that they just had a gathering at my aunt's house, the eldest sister of my dad. of course not in order to celebrate the new year eve. There must be anything else that they celebrated, could be either ka oline's comiing from papua, or opung's coming from medan.
Then, I observed the picture from one corner to the other, saw every faces of my cousins, and with no reason and randomly my eyes filled with tears. The tears didn't fell off my eyes but I could feel it clearly filled the gap between my eyeballs and my eyelids.What's wrong with me? Am I missing them too much? I'm always missing them, everytime, but it has never been like this. I'm.. actually missing that moment of gathering together, having fun and laughing together. It has been a couple of month that I didn't get any chance to be chitchatting, joking, chuckling and giggling with my cousins. those moments always be my favorite to be written on Bahasa Indonesia "writing our experiences during holiday" pattern at school, haha.
Well well well! It's 01.45 already-_- I'm writing this for about 1 hour, can you imagine?-_- I gotta get my sleep veeery soon, or I'll be scolded by my mum if she found me surfing the net this late at night..-___-
Bubbay! :D
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