Gosh I think my blog is sooo useless. I always wanna write something here, I have all things I wanna type in my head, but when I face my laptop . . . . . . boom. I'm empty. I forget them all. I try to remember, I always do, but it just give me nothing. I waste my energy.

So I just close my blog, open my twitter account and . . . . . boom (again) I'm tweetless. Always end up like this. My timeline seems like don't notice me that I do exist. I always feel like invisible. Maybe you think it looks cool to be invisible but when you feel it, all you can do is just stand your eyes from tears.

Not only on twitter, I feel this feeling . . . . no. I often feel this feeling in real life. You know, like ignored when you're talking, or people leave you when they think you're unimportant but come to you when they need something. I just can't stay away from people like this.
Well, I think you know what I do when I'm in situation like this. Yeah, just be patient, and forget 'em all. But there always be a day where everything, every single bad things that they did just come to me. I hate it when it comes. Don't know how, something just reminds me of those all. I don't wanna remember it. It just brings me more pains.

But I know this is called temptation. I am tempted and I know I shouldn't remember those bad things. But the opposite, I supposed to remember all good things that people did to me. I shouldn't judge people by their bads only. So I just pray, and those things always like disappear in sudden. I lose my anger. Then I realize, this is called the power of prayers, like people said. I can always trust Jesus, my only God. I  can lean on Him, everywhere, everytime. He knows how to boost me up, in every bad feelings I get.

But unfortunately, I sometimes forget to pray in this kind of situation. Such a sin I make. Too bad, huh? -_- But at least, I get one thing, one lesson. I can always rely on prayers, on Him (: Don't stop believing!


-clara (;

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Gosh I think my blog is sooo useless. I always wanna write something here, I have all things I wanna type in my head, but when I face my laptop . . . . . . boom. I'm empty. I forget them all. I try to remember, I always do, but it just give me nothing. I waste my energy.

So I just close my blog, open my twitter account and . . . . . boom (again) I'm tweetless. Always end up like this. My timeline seems like don't notice me that I do exist. I always feel like invisible. Maybe you think it looks cool to be invisible but when you feel it, all you can do is just stand your eyes from tears.

Not only on twitter, I feel this feeling . . . . no. I often feel this feeling in real life. You know, like ignored when you're talking, or people leave you when they think you're unimportant but come to you when they need something. I just can't stay away from people like this.
Well, I think you know what I do when I'm in situation like this. Yeah, just be patient, and forget 'em all. But there always be a day where everything, every single bad things that they did just come to me. I hate it when it comes. Don't know how, something just reminds me of those all. I don't wanna remember it. It just brings me more pains.

But I know this is called temptation. I am tempted and I know I shouldn't remember those bad things. But the opposite, I supposed to remember all good things that people did to me. I shouldn't judge people by their bads only. So I just pray, and those things always like disappear in sudden. I lose my anger. Then I realize, this is called the power of prayers, like people said. I can always trust Jesus, my only God. I  can lean on Him, everywhere, everytime. He knows how to boost me up, in every bad feelings I get.

But unfortunately, I sometimes forget to pray in this kind of situation. Such a sin I make. Too bad, huh? -_- But at least, I get one thing, one lesson. I can always rely on prayers, on Him (: Don't stop believing!


-clara (;

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Well hello there! I'm Clara E. V. Sirait. Faithfully Christian, and will be Jesus' forever! Bataknese! And I've been owning this blog for a couple of month..
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